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I need this

I need this

Need advice…

So… There is this guy… We go to college together and he is in my brother frat. He has become one of my best friends over the course of the year. It’s only until the end of the year that I started to think differently of him. I’d be drunk and really want to just kiss him. Then one night when we were both drunk we made out. It was great and he told me that if I regretted it he was okay with stopping everything and we could go back to the way things were because he really cares about me. He actually spent that night just cuddling with me in my room. The following Monday we went on a date and held hands and kissed… Like a couple and I enjoyed it but I was weirded out. So I backed off and said I didn’t know what I wanted. He said okay but he wanted me to know that the way he treats other girls would not be the way he treated me (he is a real player). But we hooked up a few times after that and pulled all nighters together just talking about everything. He knows my whole life story Family bull and all and I know his. The next day we actually both got really drunk and ended up having sex.. Well it was great but it was only the second person I had sex with and my first time in awhile since i had gotten out of a mentally abusive relationship in the fall. Well he left to go home the morning after and I felt fine about it all. He lives ten hours away from me. We texted for two days after he got home. Then it turned into us only talking when I initiate conversation but only talking for a little and then he wouldn’t respond. I feel like clingy which is not me. I told him I like him and he said just enjoy my summer and we will see how things go when we’re back for school. I have a real problem with not talking to a guy that I like for a while. It bothers me because my ex did that to me where he would go days or even weeks on end not talking to me. But like I’ve been trying to deny my feelings for him but I can’t. I catch feelings easy and I fell hard. He isn’t around so I feel even stronger about him because that’s how I am. But like idk I don’t wanna wait three months. I want to talk to him alot and see him. But like we aren’t dating so that’s not how it goes. He also doesn’t want a relationship or anything like it an i said I didn’t. But I dunno anymore. I like him a lot and I feel like it’s mainly me. He’s always on my mind and I’m always looking for a way to bring him up so I can talk about him. It also doesn’t help that all his best friends are my best friends and I hang with them every day an I’m constantly reminded of him. Or he will occasionally text them and not me. Idk this sucks and I hate feelings. Idk what to do…

How i feel when my boyfriend isn’t texting me.

How i feel when my boyfriend isn’t texting me.

Ay girl

Ay girl

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Nuff said

Nuff said